There are moments in life that make us question so many things. June 1, 2021 - I blamed myself. I sat staring at my child, wondering what I'd done wrong. What had I done to cause this. I thought back and went down the checklist. I'd taken my prenatals, I never missed an appointment, I ate healthy, exercised and got proper sleep. I talked to her and told her what a great big sister she was going to get. I had a natural (not by choice!) birth and she was absolutely perfect. We'